Saturday, January 19, 2013

January 19, 2013

A quote from Terry: "Patience is a virtue," but so is "Hurry the fuck up." I am in need of that virtue right now. Its a good balance for Taurean speed – otherwise known as procrastination.
So I settled into a deep meditation today, as by the time I got only to the chakra extravaganza, things were happening. I was purified in the fire of love, clarity and dispassionate truth. I have been born again – like the phoenix rising from the ashes. It happened this way: the residues of the past were combed out of the fibers of my essential being and fell in little pieces behind me. They were gathered up and thrown into the crucible of the tan tien and the fire of the root chakra was stoked up insanely high and enveloped the crucible and all in it. I could see myself standing in the center of the flames, radiant and glowing as brightly as they. Images of the Old Testament story of the prophet who was thrown into the fiery furnace came clearly to my mind, as I stood there. Then, the kundalini rose up, purifying all the residual dross, incinerating it completely and purifying, like a refiner's fire, all that is good in me and spiritually timeless.
I remained in this state for some time, and then the flames subsided and I stepped out. Christ welcomed me as a “little sister” - no longer a child.
My physical body was also healed and rejuvenated in this fire, in this cleansing of all levels. I could feel things moving and changing in my head and in my organs. It is love, clarity/purity, and dispassionate truth that were the flames, and all that does not resonate with those divine spiritual vibrations were burned away.
I feel a new way of being and working. I don't always need a list. I can and will arise in the morning and do what I feel called to do. There are so many wonderful and needed things to be done. I shall simply do them as called and inspired. It is time for me to move on from the 'steps' – the sequential – to the wholeness in Christ – the totality of my being within the world of earth and spirit, my wholeness with and in Christ and the spiritual destiny of existence.

Friday, March 23, 2012

The Esoteric Western Conceptual Matrix

Introduction to the Conceptual Matrix by Kienda tae BeTrue

To understand death, we must understand life. Why was I born and why am I living, and if there is meaning to life, then why, in heaven's name, must I die?  What is the value of education, medicine, religion, finances, or any other human activity? To understand the answers to these questions, one needs a large overview of human evolution – a context for all the myriad facts of our lives. We need a conceptual matrix in which all human experiences and knowledge find their reasonable places and relationships – from the cosmos and the galaxies to the whirling atoms; from iron and ice to the most delicate human feelings; from unity to every duality of fractal multiplicity. We humans can do this. Our minds have evolved to the point where we can extrapolate concepts from experiences. Pure concepts are the spiritual realities that are the foundation of existence on all levels.
The ancient Vedas say, “All creation is in the mind of God.” Now it is becoming clear even to science that thinking is a part of the function of the heart. The definition of 'mind' is expanding. Head and heart are connecting. If the universe is the heart and mind of God, then all existence is divine and deserves intelligent observation and a conceptual grid or matrix in which to perceive the larger picture of the interrelatedness of all life and death.  The following is the beginning of a chapter in my soon to be published book Lucid Death: Conscious Journeys Beyond the Threshold.
 
THE CONCEPTUAL MATRIX 
Evolution on earth can be described as the progressive materialization of the spiritual/cosmic/super-sensible thoughts of the ground of creation, God. Everything is evolving, increasing in complexity and consciousness or just plain changing. There is a pattern to earthly evolution. The “wheel of Dharma” or the “wheel of life” is a great, huge, cosmic vortex. Everything within it is spiraling upwards and recapitulating the old in new and hopefully better ways. The fundamental tension between unity and separation is infinitely elaborated as creation expands and contracts through rhythmic pulses between the two poles of every duality. There are fleeting moments of eternal cosmic balance midpoint and 180 degree transitions at either extreme. Life fluctuates between evolution and involution.
Just as life is constantly changing, so death is also constantly changing. Neither side of existence, life nor death, is static. The whole cosmos is metamorphosing, evolving or devolving at all times. Just as life is different in each age or time period, each decade, century or millennium, so the experiences of human souls are different in the successive journeys between lives.
As humanity has evolved over eons, charted by the rise and fall of successive civilizations, it has changed. Earlier mankind had other faculties and was more aware of the higher, divine beings. They interacted with their gods. The myths and legends of all peoples hearken back to the time when plants, animals and gods spoke to humans, and we listened and understood. As those faculties were eclipsed by dawning intellectual capabilities and materialistic exploration of the world, conditions changed in the death worlds also.
We have moved into the 21st century and humanity has now developed an intellectual, abstract, conceptual mind which is no longer satisfied with mere belief or tradition. Human beings are asking questions and seeking proof. Is there sufficient information, knowledge, wisdom or true stories available to assuage the growing doubts and answer the piercing questions? And perhaps even more important, is there an experience available from which personal understanding can arise?
There are at least two answers to that last question: one internally generated and the other externally experienced. “Know thyself” has been a dictum of many ancient esoteric orders, and a time-honored pathway to wisdom. Reverence for the profound nature of humankind is a powerful force capable of awakening our spiritual sight. Enlightened self-consciousness is the goal of meditation, initiation, life and death.
The course of evolution has been paralleled by a course of devolution: intellectually we have evolved, spiritually devolved. However, since the time of Golgotha, the turning point of time, we have begun to rise again spiritually. The overarching pattern of the earthly journey is to move out of the spiritual world, our original home, into matter and then; after having understood ourselves in the physical world, to consciously ascend back into the spiritual realms, transforming matter into spirit as we go. The “deed of Christ” occurred at the deepest point of materialization, and is the decisive action that turned earthly evolution again toward conscious unity in the spiritual worlds. Christ came from higher planes than mankind, assumed human incarnation, and then went through physical death, resurrection and ascension into the etheric realms of Earth.
Only three-dimensional human beings exist within limited time and are confined within spatial restrictions, and experience death. Beings of other planes or dimensions such as angels and archangels change and undergo transformation, but they need not die. Christ could only learn the lessons that death teaches and vanquish it, by incarnating as a human on earth where death is the only absolute.

Welcome

Dear Friends, Welcome to my blog.  I have been writing for years; poetry, short stories and journals, and  it is time to share with a wider audience.  My darling daughters, Mariko, D'aria Rose, and Athena have had to put up with lots of this information, and survived quite well, so I hope that other gentle readers will fare the same. My first book, Lucid Death - Conscious Journeys Beyond the Threshold, will be published (at last) in a short time.  I will announce it's arrival here and on my web-site:  www. lucid-death.com.
     The book is a series of hypnotherapy sessions of past lives, deaths and rebirths, as illustrations for the journey of the soul after death within various religions and in different centuries. Included in the book are two versions of a "conceptual matrix" - Esoteric Christian  and Tibetan Buddhist.  I have found it exceedingly helpful, as I mature and gather knowledge, to have a grid or framework in which to relate and synthesize  diverse bits of information.  There is a cosmic overview and a microcosmic fractal which are useful in organizing thoughts and perceptions.
     I am claiming my capacity for spiritual perception - clairvoyance, clairaudience and clairsentience.  These are gifts which came with me at birth.  I have since, for most of my life, discovered and created  practices, meditations, and prayers which have honed the gifts to abilities, and opened  supersensible organs of spiritual perception.
     My journals are the record of my spiritual experiences and research.  Anthroposophy, the body of work of Rudolf Steiner, has furnished the basis for my own personal explorations into the spiritual worlds.  I will post on this blog, pertinent journal entries.  May they serve the gentle reader well.  If anyone would care to comment, I will receive such, gladly.  If anyone has spiritual perceptions which either support or refute anything  posted here, again, I will receive such, gladly.  The idea of scientific validation of spiritual insight is  necessary, and I welcome dialogue in this regard. Over the years, I have developed a methodology for entering and exploring the spiritual worlds, and  following issues and questions to conclusion.  I would love to share these and know of other's developments in practical application of spiritual science.
     So, again, Welcome.  * Love * JOY * Peace * Kienda *